The 8th Day

Yesterday at church my pastor, Jason English, who is an amazing speaker talked on circumcision. It was quite funny watching him speak on it and getting flustered until he hit his point. As Christian's, once we ask Jesus to take over our lives and help us live a better life, we are to circumcise our heart's. Jason said that all the grudges, sorrow, suffering and pain that has been a burden for however long on our lives we are suppose to cut it off of our hearts and remember that God has control and that he wants to take it all from us. Even as a christian for 11 years now I've had my fair share of doubt and down moments. Jason also mentioned that although we may "trust" God with all our problems we still hold on to a little bit of our hurt and say "I will give it all to you God, just let me give it to you slowly" and that's not what we are suppose to do. So today and every day after I'm going to try and let go of this depression, hurt and pain that drags me down. Because God loves me and although that's sometimes hard to believe, he does and I am going to choose to believe it every step of the way.