My secret passion...ssshh!

I watch music videos and listen to music more than I talk in a day...people may just think it's because I love music more than most anything in this world but it's honestly because I have ALWAYS wanted to be a singer. Those videos I watch? I imagine myself making one someday. I don't want to do it for the fame but rather the feeling I get when I sing. Happiness. That overwhelming feelings that overtakes my body and makes me want to just start jumping around and singing at the top of my lungs. Cause to me it's not about anything other than sharing my emotions with other people through singing. Too bad I have stage fright and singing in front of even one person scares me...maybe someday it'll happen even if for a moment.