My secret passion...ssshh!

I watch music videos and listen to music more than I talk in a day...people may just think it's because I love music more than most anything in this world but it's honestly because I have ALWAYS wanted to be a singer. Those videos I watch? I imagine myself making one someday. I don't want to do it for the fame but rather the feeling I get when I sing. Happiness. That overwhelming feelings that overtakes my body and makes me want to just start jumping around and singing at the top of my lungs. Cause to me it's not about anything other than sharing my emotions with other people through singing. Too bad I have stage fright and singing in front of even one person scares me...maybe someday it'll happen even if for a moment.

Explain Yourself

The reason for my blogs are to help me get my feelings out and spoken. I'm not an eloquent speaker but I am some how able to write in more detail than I could ever explain with my lips. The reason for my "Wonderer" title is real simple. I can't stay in one place too long, I wonder, I can't keep my brain from over thinking or going beyond what's in front of me, I wonder. My brain is the strongest part of my body and with that I will explain things that most people won't ever understand about me. I don't write often and mostly only write when my heart has to spill it's contents out, meaning that I can't keep all my emotions in 24/7. But this is it for now because it's 1am and I have work tomorrow.